Answer:
because i constantly think of what is ahead of something that i will decide on to and i usually overthink things so if i make a choice, i will always want to make sure that it won't hurt me in any way possible and i always want the best for me so whenever i am deciding to take a choice i always think deeply well that i know is the total opposite of what i am doing. coz i decided to take that choice because i want it even i know it would hurt me but atleast i made myself happy even just for a moment
